"The German word 'unheimlich' is obviously the opposite of 'heimlich' ['homely'], 'heimisch' ['native'] the opposite of what is familiar; and we are tempted to conclude that what is 'uncanny' is frightening precisely because it is not known and familiar. Naturally not everything that is new and unfamiliar is frightening, however; the relation is not capable of inversion."
--Sigmund Freud, The Uncanny
Mr. Wit Of The Staircase and I are looking to buy a house in Los Angeles, most likely Topanga Canyon, and I can't tell you what this has thrown up from the Wit unconscious. (Though of course we will try, as one of our goals here on the Staircase is to describe the undescribable.) The dreams, mon dieu, they are fascinating, though on the nauseating side, causing their own kind of morning- or seasickness.
Each dawn I produce one dream like Madame Oyster does Mademoiselle Pearl, and then I hold her up to the new light, marvelling at her meanings and her many nacreous layers. Even though my dreams now are transparent, they are totally tough, and they take just like a woman.
If you enjoy interpreting this stuff like I do (I'm a Nabokovian lepidopterist in this way, and I leave each luminescent linguistic specimen posted on a pin in some curator's fancy of cross-category cataloging) the discomfort they cause is usually in proportion to their beauty and signifigance, and therefore a boon and joy.
Every nightmare is a gift, I guess you could say, and those ones that first elude me, sending me chasing for miles over hill and dale in a pith helmet with an empty butterfly net, are often the ones that are my "pretties", my prize possessions, my frosted pink petit fours. My motherfucking pearlllssss.
Anyway, Wit and its dreams and daredevil feats of (mis?) interpretation may soon be coming to you from a canyon, and not just the one down in my skull where the dead men go. Call it Radio Topanga, if you please.
And should you be in Los Angeles do drop us a line so we don't get lonely out there among the coyotes and the cliffs and that slender creek that runs down to the ocean, where the lovely mer-men flow.
All alone, yep. With all you beautiful people out there in the dark and just our opalized and wingified dreams for company. Hollywooding, just like a little girl.
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